heartache

happy chinese new year. new year, new resolution. for the 1st time, i win money in cny. haha. i am not bad luck king anymore. heard tat rat year is a good year for pig. career will bloom, luck will be better. half has come true, hope the other half is correct too.

have not chat wif her for a month le. since she told mi we can onli be good friends. didn't feel anything at 1st. but as days passed, i find tat i am beginning to miss her presence. realli realli misses her. think i fell in too much. trying to climb out of the hole now. when will i crawl out? i don't know. but i will not fall into the hole again.