LIFE

Dec 2008

2008-12-20T11:30:00.000-08:00

hey hey, another half of the year has passed. updates for my results again, haha... this time round, i am veri concern on my commercial law... have failed the module once, so i dun wish to fail again. luckily, i manged to pass this module, cheers... at the same time, i gotten a distintion and high distintion for the two other module. this is the 1st sem that i am realli proud of my results, wahahaha... work wise, have moved on from doing godzilla to oasis... being a godzilla planner is realli as challenging as i tot will be... luckily i had no made too much errors... hopefully oasis will let mi learn more.... love wise... still the same, am still single... lets hope i will be happily attached the next time i am posting a new entry... good luck to mi

Jun

2008-06-21T01:00:00.000-07:00

So fast... Jun is ending. This month passes veri fast. Some updates. Passes all my modules for this sem(phew). Was realli nervous when i click on the rmit website. I am veri sure that there was a few second that there was a lack of oxygen in my brain. Veri veri relieved to see that i pass my accounting. Have been wondering what will happen if i were to fail. Will be taking law again this coming sem. Hopefully i will be able to pass. Work wise, my workload has increase(finally). Have been thinking that my work doesn't satisfied the pay that i am getting. Have taken proto and learning godzilla. Proto is not as easy as i tot. Lots of follow up to do. Have been quite satisfied of the progress so far. Godzilla will be a nightmare. Hopefully i will be able to pick up asap. Attended Diana's wedding. Nancy is her bridemaid. She is still as cute as before. Can someone pls knock on my head. Pls knock it so hard till i will not think so much. Have been advising ppl on relationship problem, and here i am, facing the problem that i have seen in other ppl. Haiz... Anyway, Jul is coming. Guess i will be veri veri busy the 2nd half of the year. Lets hope the business will somehow reduce the emptiness i am feeling now. Cheers =)

从前。。。

2008-04-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

从前有一个男生，他很喜欢一个女生。每一个星期六或星期天都会约她出去。虽然有时候，这位女生会放他鸽子，这位男生还是会不断的约她出去。因为他发现当他在和这位女生在一起的事后，他是多莫的自在，时间是过得这么快。这种感觉，就连和他的初恋情人在一起时，也没有感受过。日子一天一天的过去。这位男生一直都没有和这位女生表白。结果在四年后的情人节，当他送花给这位女生时，一切都已经太晚了。那女生已经有了喜欢的对象。这位男生知道后，一边流泪，一边的祝福这位女生。为了忘记她，男生选择了避开这位女生。时间又慢慢的过去，这位男生以为以经把那位女生给忘记了，直到他到戏院，看了一部喜剧。不知为何，当他看到男女主角彼此关心着对方时，心里面副现的，都是那位女生的影子。这时，这位男生才知道，原来他还没有忘记这个女生。他只是把那份感觉给锁起来。。。最后他只是想对这位女生说“我爱你”。

heartache

2008-02-07T10:52:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year. new year, new resolution. for the 1st time, i win money in cny. haha. i am not bad luck king anymore. heard tat rat year is a good year for pig. career will bloom, luck will be better. half has come true, hope the other half is correct too.

have not chat wif her for a month le. since she told mi we can onli be good friends. didn't feel anything at 1st. but as days passed, i find tat i am beginning to miss her presence. realli realli misses her. think i fell in too much. trying to climb out of the hole now. when will i crawl out? i don't know. but i will not fall into the hole again.

Exams Tml

2007-11-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Last exam for tis semester tml. Finally can relax. =)

Wat type am I?

2007-10-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

Grass-Fragrance Type

I have a very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone-ranger. You are extremly curious and sensual, living a clear-headed, mordern life. At a first glance I place myself on a pedestal, and are difficult to get along. But once others talk to me, they know that I am easygoing. And when relationship develops, they will realise that I am affable. I have an androgynous cham, which makes me popular with all genders. But I don't like my weakness to be seen. I might look cool on the surface, but beneath it all, I am really passionate. Only people who know my true self can maintain a long-lasting relationship with me.

random questions

2007-09-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

1. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
- i think so... not sure, haha
2. Do you hate someone in your class?
- no hate la, but dun like
3. Do you swear often?
- when i am angry
4. Are you crushing?
- yesss
5. When was the last time you cried?
- dun remember, guys r not suppose to cry, haha
6. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
- yes, sometimes
7. Are you ashamed of your past?
- no... nothing to be ashamed of
8. Where does your grandma live?
- heaven i guess. miss her
9. Anyone close to you ever died?
- my grandma
10. Who's always there for you ?
- i guess my friends n family ba
11. What is your favorite TV show?
- used to like guess x3 most, but now no more s.h.e =(
12. What was the last song you downloaded?
- fan wei qi - shi fei ti, quite like the song
13. Who was the last person you yelled at?
- my sis???
14. What was the last compliment you recieved?
- a min ago, haha
15. Do you have a computer?
- who dun have a computer?
16. Are you going on vacation in the summer?
- maybe, either thailand or taiwan
17. Do you ride roller coasters?
- yes, like the feel alot
18. When was the last time you saw your best friend?
- jus saw him this morning
19. What's your full name?
- joe lim chee wee aka gm aka lame chop aka ah suay
20. Have you ever thought about turning gay?
- no way
21. Do you have good memories with old friends?
- of cos, veri fond memories. misses those days
22. Have you ever been to Hollywood?
- they invited mi there but i decline, wahahaha
23. Are you wearing a necklace?
- nope
24. What jewellery can you not live without?
- nil
25. Would you date the person who posted this?
- huh???
26. Are you happy right now?
- mixed feelings
27. Do you regret anything that you have done?
- yesss.... quite a few...
28. What are you doing tonight?
- sleep
29. Do you trust people?
- no
30. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
- why not. he will be the best friend i can find, lol
31. What is something you say when you're mad?
- depends on how mad i am
32. What family member do you look like?
- not sure wor
33. What friend will be coming over to your house next?
- dunno
34. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
- nv happened
35. Who is number 1 on your top friends?
- i am not sure, there are a few
36. Why is this person first?
- they make me happy =)
37. Do you like messages or comments better?
- both, as long as they are good messages or comments, haha
38. What is your favorite beverage?
- anything alcoholic
39. Have you ever seen your best friends cry?
- yup, hope i won't see it again
40. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
- dun think i have taken vitamins ba
41. What is the last thing you ate?
- sushiiiii =)
42. Did you get any compliments today?
- yes!!!!
43. What are you going to do after this?
- bath???
44. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
- both
45. Are you friend leave the same blk & floor as you? who?
- dun have wor
46. What do you do before you sleep?
- close my eyes...
47. Where have you lived throughout your life?
- henderson crescent
48. Last piercing you got?
- no piercing
49. When was the last time you drove more than 30 minutes?
- wow, can't remember, didn't drove for quite some time
50. Do you get distracted easily?
- veri veri easily... ops

Some ramdom questions

2007-08-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

gotten these questions from a friend's blog
here are my ans =)

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty??
Ans: half naked
2)Are you happy with that?
Ans: of cos not, cos its veri cold
3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ans: yes, esp now
4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Ans: erm... maybe during exams...
5) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
Ans: not yet... so serious will scares the girls away
6) Do you want children?
Ans: of course, i like children
7) How Many?
Ans: depends, not for mi to decide but the heaven to decide
8) Would you consider adoption?
Ans: i don't mind
9) If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
Ans: yes, am waiting for her to tell mi now...... dun mind if she reject mi, jus wan to know her ans
10) Do you want someone you can't have?
Ans: not yet
11) Have you fallen in love?
Ans: yup
12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Ans: yes, i believe in it.
13) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Ans: yes, but y change someone u like?
14.) Is it a good day?
Ans: definately not. almost forgot wat a good day is like
15) Have you ever broken a heartbefore?
Ans: not sure, i hope not
16) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
Ans: dun think so ba
17) Do you still have feelings for them?
Ans: of course no, wat past is past

寂寞

2007-06-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

夜深人静时，很渴望爱情但却也很害怕爱情的我，自己一个人躺在被窝里，有一种莫名奇妙凄凉的感觉。我很害怕这种感觉。我的白雪公主，你到底在哪里。

April

2007-04-20T22:13:00.000-07:00

hmm... actually should not blogging here at this time. exmas coming. arghz... have been studying n studying. realli not used to this type of life le. cannot blame, since i nv realli study so hard since i graduate from poly, which is erm... 4 yrs ago, haha... sounds like i grow old already. ok, jus some updates of what i am doing in this month. actually it is quite enjoyable in the beginning of the month. have been celebrating n celebrating for my birthday. celebration of my birthday used to be simple. that is spending it at home wif my parents and maybe have dinner wif afew of my close friends. but this year is veri diff. ok, the veri 1st celebration start at the 1st of april, lol. veri early rite. my parents brought mi to Vienna restaurant. its similar to sakura, except that there is a greater variety of food. the food there is ok la, considering the price is not veri ex. then tues, i went to batam wif nick and co. check in at holiday inn hotel. most of the ppl staying at that hotel are either from singapore or malasysia de. the hotel is quite class lo. i had a shock when i check into my room. its veri spacial lo. there is a living room, yes a living room with sofa, two bedroom, each has two single bed. and it cost 150 sing dollar, which i find it quite cheap. the hotel also provide alot of activites. there is water sports, paintball, go kart, bowling, bla bla bla. we were quite lazy tat day, so onli try the go kart. its my first time driving it outdoor. the track is quite big. veri veri shiok feeling. after that the rest went back to hotel, mi and fong went for the full body massage situated at the hotel also. wow... all i can say is i miss the massaging, lol. i love massage, haha. yea. after the massaging, its already 7 plus, as we are lazy to leave the hotel, we eat the tepanyaki also situated in the hotel. soso lo, the food. after that went back to bath. and finally, its drinking time. we bought 2 bottles of 1.2 litre chivas at batam before we check in. then everything turn black. and yes, when i woke up, its already 9 o'clock in the morning, haha. luckily don't have any hang over. we faster pack everything up, as we are suppose to check out before 10. took a cab to the pier and take a boat back to singapore. thurs, went to alvin's dad zi cha resturant wif fellow colleague of philips. wat i order ar, think got hot plate deer meat, a steam fish, forgot what fish liao, butter prawn, hot plate beancurd, bbq pork rib, kai lan, '3 cup' chicken, bla bla bla. the rest can't remember le. the portion is veri big lo, think his dad got 加料, haha. ya, the food is veri nice. as they bought a cake for mi, have to forcefully eat the cake. cos is like so full liao lo. after tat when to JS. order 2 bottles of chivas. chivas again... actually quite sick of the taste le, but no choice. finish the 2 bottles, luckily nv drunk. but on the verge le, haha. Sun, meet up wif shao jing and co. went to marine parade. had dinner at swenson. they bought mi a flower, haha. 1st time to recieve a flower, forget the name of the flower liao. after went to eat the sashimi... hoho. all i can say is heaven. soooo... nice. and its not ex. will go there and eat again. for your information, the name of the shop is call Fish Mart SAKURAYA. highly recommended. 5 thumbs up, lol. after went to xiu qin's work place to chill. Order a Sauvignon Blanc. They also bought a cake for mi. Mon, went to AGun wif nick and co. They say wanna countdown birthday for mi. They siao, order 4 towers of beer. drink until almost vomit lo. then at 12, they brought up the cake , i also dunno wat i doing. hand shaking, haha. almost gone le. after finishing the cake, i quickly grab a cab home. incase they force mi to drink again, haha. tues, my actual birthday, i invite zhihao and huiyi to my house for dinner. as they veri paisae, going my house empty handed, so they go pack roast duck and roast meat. then they also scared my sis nv buy, so go polar and buy a choc cake. reach home then find out my sis got buy cake also, haha. mum prepare 寿面 for mi. it my fav. one year can onli eat twice. once during my birthday and the other during my dad's birthday lo. yum yum. after tat play mi, sis, zhihao and huiyi play daidee. my sis so heng keep winning. luckily nv play money. if not i broke lo. keep losing. cut the last birthday cake this year after that. 1st time got such intense celebration. think next year will keep it simple ba...

hmm....

2007-03-05T03:00:00.000-08:00

been quite some time since i have written anithing here. anywae dun think anyone would view this page too. jus getting bored and tot of writing something down. i am feeling veri empty. no matter how often i go out, party, go school, play game, the feeling of emptiness is with mi. i wonder if this is how everyone feel, but thats how i am feeling now. its not that i dun have friends, i know they will always be there if i need them, somehow it just seems that something is missing. n the agony is that i dun know what issit that i have lost. dun know what to search for and where to search for... its used to be much much worse, luckily i got to know some nice friends. have been meeting them quite often. i would be much worse without them. thanks thanks, i will not mention any names here, but no worries, u are all in my heart. i will always be grateful to u all. no to forget my buddies, which always been there for mi. u guys rulez... somehow i think i am much more fortunate than some of the ppl to have so many friends around mi. but but but, the feeling is hunting mi. issit because i dun have a gf??? nth to trouble mi, thats y i think so much. hmm... anywae today is my best friend's birthday, happy birthday nick, n one of my friend's birthday just pass, happy birthday to u too, hy. maybe i should write an entry on every friends' birthday. interesting, think i will do that. dun promise, but i will try. starting from this entry. jus celebrate hy birthday. together wif sj, sl, yk and zh, went to a pet farm, go uk fun fare, cut cake at a veri unplesant place(for mi onli ba), then meet for ktv session the next day. sounds busy hor, haha. this week is a busy week, cos later will be playing basketball wif my colleuege, dunno if there is any program tis fri, but on sat, i will be going to the airport.
:( another unpleasent place. mum and dad going to japan. bon voyage papa n mama.

down down down

2006-03-09T16:30:00.000-08:00

I am feeling veri down. Veri veri down. It has been 2 months since my last job and i am still un employed. Everyone is asking if i have found a job. Friends, now i know their importance. Where is the one i love when i realli need help. Onli friends are with mi when i am in trouble. Hmm... finally realised their importance. But i realli can't help but feel depressed. I don't have a goal. I still can't find it. Hopefully will find a job soon ba. Then my lifestyle will stable down.

Unmotivated

2006-02-26T21:00:00.000-08:00

It has been quite some time since i last posted anything here. Well was feeling kind of boring. Now i know how it feels like to be jobless. Feels so unmotivated. Feel that i am wasting time. Need to find a goal in life. Feels so meaningless.

My Veri First

2004-11-25T02:00:00.000-08:00

Finally writing my veri 1st blog although the layout is not realli complete yet. hmm... setting up a blog is realli not easy man. lots and lots of bloody time wasted just to set the alignments, the profile(which i have not done yet) bla bla bla... will onli do the rest when i feel like doing it. the photos, which is still not up yet is veri artistic, thats what i feel lah. hope i will suddenly have the mood upload the pic again. something wrong with the yahoo. anyway, read a veri intresting book lately. its is call emotional intelligent. it is a veri chim book. taught u about how we react to certain things. as it is veri chim, i have forgotten all the scientific terms that is written in the book. will try to read it in dept so as to tell u all more. it is to remind myself also, haha. so when i read the entry again, i would roughly know the stuff i have read. bo pain, i have a poor memory. think will get the so call 'lao ren chi dai zhen' when i am old or maybe the youngest person to get this disease. have been bored... veri bored... think is because of NS. social circle getting smaller and smaller. friends begin to drift apart. hmm... 1 more year to go. 1 more year to come out of this hell. yes, that what i feel. HELL. just hate this place, though my job is not as tough as wat i heard from my friend, though the officier are quite friendly to me, thought i get to eat free lunch. realli realli hope that this boredom will go away soon......